Monday, March 31, 2014

Manali Missives 29/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 27

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 27

Today’s been interesting, so I’ll take a break from carbon fasting. A month ago I met Dr Meenakshi Paul, Professor of English Literature at the Himachal Pradesh University in Shimla. “Meenu” informed me that the University has a Centre for Australian and New Zealand Studies which was arranging a Seminar today, and she arranged for Lena and me to be invited. The Seminar was about the development of biographical and autobiographical writing over the past quarter of a century from being the province of “heroes” - history’s winners, if you like - to being an instrument whereby those on the underside of history can tell their stories. It focussed on personal stories of oppressed peoples in both India and Australia.

Australia was represented by Dr Jackie Huggins, an aboriginal author and activist who is of the Bidjara (central Queensland) and Birri-Gubba Juru (north Queensland) peoples. Jackie has several publications to her name, including Auntie Rita (with her mother Rita Huggins, 1994) and Sister Girl (1999), and a CV as long as my arm! In her Keynote address she spoke mostly of the experience of writing Auntie Rita, which was really a biography of her mother that highlighted the mistreatment of the Stolen Generations. It was good to chat with her in the breaks.

Many of the papers that followed were delivered by Indians who spoke of the awful treatment of aboriginal people at the hands of white people. Being the only white male in the room was a strange experience. While I subscribe to most of what was said it felt strange having people from another country critiquing my own. On the one hand, as I admitted at lunch time, people like me are used to being the critiqu-ers, not the critiqu-ees. It’s only fair that we get a dose of our own medicine. On the other hand, it’s not a comfortable place to be when speaker after speaker excoriated my culture. Even if I still don’t agree with them I can understand a little better why conservatives such as John Howard talk with such passion about “culture wars” and “the black armband view of history”. In that regard, from what I hear, Himachal Pradesh University’s Department of English Literature may be similar to many departments of English Literature in western universities.

Then there was a senior retired academic who sang a hymn to the Hindu goddess Durga, which of course is his right, then launched into a strident criticism of European colonisation of Australia which included a call for the Seminar to send a letter to the UN, in which he made some basic historical mistakes, and which helped to seriously delay the program. I was far from the only person in the room who became irritated.

Sometimes it’s best to grit your teeth. That's a good Lenten discipline, isn't it?! All in all, though, an excellent day, and further evidence of the importance with which India views education. If you read this, thanks Meenu! You did such a good job moderating your session that you nearly brought the program back on time!

Sunday, March 30, 2014

Manali Missives 27/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 25

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 25

WEEK #3 of the Anglican Church in southern Asia’s Carbon Fast Program focusses on ENERGY & MOBILITY

“There is the sea, vast and spacious, teeming with creatures beyond number—living things both large and small. There the ships go to and fro.” Psalm 104.25-30

MEAT-FREE MONDAY 24th March: LEARN
Try to calculate how much meat you eat per week/month. Remember that: “A kilogram of steak could be responsible for as many greenhouse gases as driving a car for three hours while leaving all the lights on at home.” (Source: UN)

Tuesday, 25th March AT HOME
Buy energy-efficient appliances. If you’re buying a washing machine, refrigerator, dishwasher or oven, buy the most eco-friendly and energy-efficient model you can afford.

Wednesday, 26th March IN COMMUNITY:
Lean on a neighbour: Carpooling saves money and the environment. Organise to carpool to work next week with your neighbours, colleagues, friends or fellow churchgoers.

Thursday, 27th March SHARE:
Where does your electricity come from? Find out if your government has plans to depend increasingly more on renewable energy such as wind and solar power, and less on coal, nuclear power or shale gas. Write a handwritten letter to a politician, outlining your concerns.

FISH FRIDAY, 28th March LOCAL:
Learn about your neighbourhood. Is it possible to generate solar or wind power in your area? What would the process of utilising these resources look like for your community or your own home?

Saturday, 29th March EARTH HOUR GLOBAL:
Today Earth Hour happens from 8:30 to 9:30 pm. Switch off all electrical appliances, lights etc. for one hour. Gather friends this evening to share a meal that does not require electricity to prepare, and enjoy the hour of darkness together. http://www.earthhour.org/

Sunday, 30th March SABBATH:
Is your church an eco-congregation? An eco-congregation is a faith-based community that makes a commitment to live more sustainably on the earth in response to the wisdom of sacred texts and faith traditions. Find out more by contacting the A Rocha office in your country.

Manali Missives 28/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 26

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 26

The lot of a modern volunteer is not an easy one…hmmm…well maybe sometimes…

Yesterday Lena and I did half a day’s work - she in the hospital and I doing a climate change presentation in a local school - then drove over 7 hours to Shimla, capital of the state of Himachal Pradesh and formerly the summer capital of the British Raj in India. We’ve been invited to a seminar tomorrow at the the Himachal Pradesh university’s school of Australian and New Zealand Studies by the organiser, Professor Veenu Paul, professor of English Literature. After that we’ll take some holidays, which Lena, in particular, really needs. For some reason wi-fi is hard to find in Shimla, but we are using the facilities of the Cecil Oberoi Hotel which lies close to the hotel we’re staying in. What luxury!

Shimla is an unusual city. It retains much of the British imperial character. “The Mall” resembles a European town Square. “The Ridge”, from which the views on both sides are spectacular, is a great gathering place for people. At one end of The Ridge is Christ Church, the second oldest church in south Asia. We worshipped there in this morning’s Hindi service which, despite the change in language, also retains a great deal of the old British character!  When I was in Shimla a month ago I was taken to Viceroy’s Lodge, from where the British ruled India. It’s a huge, imposing building which, one suspects, was built to intimidate!

But Shimla is built so solidly, on such steep terrain, that one can’t help but be impressed by the quality of British engineering, and on that of the work the Indians have done in the nearly 70 years since the British left.

Well, here’s to a restful week with occasional internet contact!

Friday, March 28, 2014

Manali Missives 26/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 24

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 24

The Anglican Communion’s Carbon Fast
WEEK #2 WATER

In the Anglican Communion’s Carbon Fast through Lent Week 2 is dedicated to my favourite theme of “Water”. It ties in with united Nations Water Week. My PhD thesis was on this theme, and that of waterways, so I’m on home territory. The theme Bible Text for the Week is:
“For I will pour water on the thirsty land, and streams on the dry ground; I will pour my Spirit upon your offspring, and my blessing on your descendants.” Isaiah 44:3

MEAT-FREE MONDAY: Monday, 17 March
LEARN: Water is a scarce and precious resource. Today’s mining and food production industries are contaminating the 1% of the planet’s drinkable water. http://bit.ly/ waterthesourceoflife/

AT HOME: Tuesday, 18 March
Save money every time you shower. By installing a low-flow shower-head and fittings to other taps, you slash bathing water consumption by 50 to 70 per cent.

IN COMMUNITY: Wednesday, 19 March
Join, or start, a group that regularly cleans a river in your area. Make an effort to learn about the ecological balance and biodiversity that exists in and around the river.

SHARE: Thursday, 20 March
Fight for clean water! Find out where your water comes from and the threats facing your water source. Get behind an existing campaign or start your own initiative by sharing what you’ve learnt and discussing possible solutions.

LOCAL: FISH FRIDAY, 21 March
Use less. Did you know? It takes 3 litres of tap water to make 1 litre of bottled water. It takes 15,400 litres of water to produce 1 kg of beef and 11,000 litres to make a pair of jeans.

WORLD WATER DAY, Saturday, 22 March
GLOBAL: Ban the bottle. Bottles used to package water takes more than a thousand years to biodegrade. If incinerated, they produce toxic fumes. Over 80% of all single-use water bottles simply become litter. Buy yourself a re-usable bottle, preferably one made of glass. http://bit.ly/sos_bottledwater/ http://unwater.org/worldwaterday/

SABBATH: Sunday, 23 March
How ‘water-savvy’ is your church? Consider changing the taps in your building to those which switch on and off automatically. Or simply mend any dripping taps at your church!

Thursday, March 27, 2014

Manali Missives 25/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 23

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 23

I’m playing catch-up, introducing material that helps people engage in an eco-friendly and ecotheological “carbon fast for Lent”. This material comes from the Anglican Communion, and is being used this Lent by the Anglican Church of southern Africa, prompted by my colleague The Rev’d Dr Rachel Mash, who is the Coordinator of that body’s Environmental Network. Yesterday I shared material for use from Ash Wednesday to the first Sunday in Lent. Today’s material will cover Lent’s first full week.

**WEEK #1 STUFF**
“Woe to the shepherds of Israel who only take care of themselves! Should not shepherds take care of the flock? You eat the curds, clothe yourselves with the wool and slaughter the choice animals, but you do not take care of the flock.” - Ezekiel 34:2-4

MEAT-FREE MONDAY: Monday, 10 March
Commit yourself to meat free Mondays during Lent. Explore and share recipes, have fun!

AT HOME: Tuesday, 11 March
Declare today ‘plastics-free day’ at home. As you use up a plastic item in your home, actively look for a non-plastic, more durable alternative. Be sure not to pick up your groceries in a plastic carry bag, but use your own re-useable bags instead.

IN COMMUNITY: Wednesday, 12 March
Lend out or borrow items like ladders, lawnmowers, or even cars, amongst friends instead of buying them new. Think of starting a monthly maintenance day in your community to keep each others’ homes and gardens in shape.

SHARE: Thursday, 13 March
Ask for better labelling of food and products at your local supermarket. Get a few friends, or your whole church/community, together and approach your local suppliers. Ask them to help you make better, ethical and sustainable consumer choices by providing as much info as they can about the products on their shelves.

FISH FRIDAY: Friday, 14 March
LOCAL: Clear out your cupboards! If you haven’t used or worn it in the last six months, you probably don’t need it. Sell or give your extra stuff away, and recycle used electronics safely.

GLOBAL: Saturday, 15 March
Who pays the price for your ‘savings’? You may have gotten a great bargain on a cheap t-shirt, but someone or something along the materials economy paid for it instead. Instead of buying cheap and disposable suff, rather buy durable, locally-made stuff.

SABBATH: Sunday, 16 March
Why not organise a ‘jumble sale’, clothing exchange or kiddies toy exchange at your church? You could raise funds at this event to aid the ‘greening’ of your church. http://thestreetstore.org/ http://www.peers.org/

Wednesday, March 26, 2014

Manali Missives 24/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 22

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 22

“And now,” in the phrase made famous by Monty Python, “for something completely different”, but something which for me is core business, even more important than the relationships between women and men.

A couple of months ago The Rev’d Dr Rachel Mash introduced herself to me. Rachel, a priest in the Anglican Church of Southern Africa, has an impressive resumé, with a PhD in family medicine, an MTh in Theology and decade-long stints in Anglican parish ministry and coordinating an AIDS project. For the past year she has been the Coordinator of the Anglican Church of Southern Africa's Environmental Network, covering the countries of South Africa, Lesotho, Namibia, Swaziland, Angola and Mozambique. She is also a member of the steering committee of the Anglican Communion Environmental Network, also called “Green Anglicans”. Rachel sought me out because we have similar ecotheological interests and work contexts. I am just starting to do in northern India the sorts of things she is underway with in southern Africa. And although the Church of North India is a “union denomination”, made up of a number of antecedents, in Amritsar Diocese it has a very Anglican character.

Following a Skype conversation we agreed to share material. I’ve already sent her material I’ve used to teach courses in ecotheology in Australia. What I wish to share with you comes from the Anglican Communion Environmental Network’s “Carbon Fast 2014” that Rachel is promoting in southern Africa, and that is being used right now across the whole Anglican Communion. I’ll let the words of the brochure explain what this is about.

*What is a carbon fast for Lent?*
For Anglicans, Lent is the time when we remember the 40 days that Jesus spent in the wilderness, facing challenge and temptation. It is a time when we reflect on God’s purpose for our life. Many Anglicans take this opportunity to fast from coffee, alcohol or chocolates. But this year our challenge is deeper, to take a carbon fast – to reduce the use of carbon based fuels on which we all depend. We will take small steps for a more sustainable world, and by doing so rediscover a different relationship with God, with Creation and with one another. **Because I can change the world a little in 40 days, but I can change myself a lot!**

*How do I take a carbon fast?*
From Ash Wednesday, 5 March, to 12 April is a time of reflection and action. Each week has a theme with a prayer, a resource to read or watch, actions to take as an individual, some suggestions of community actions you can take and something you can consider doing to change the system. **“Love the earth just as much as God does...” - Archbishop Emeritus Desmond Tutu**

*Weekly Themes:* Week 1: Stuff,
Week 2: Water
Week 3: Energy and Mobility
Week 4: Food Production
Week 5: Reduce, Reuse, Recycle…and Fix!

Because I’m picking up on this over half way through there’ll be some catching up. But “it’s all good” as they say these days. Use this material or not as you see fit. Here goes:

*WELCOME TO LENT 2014*
LET’S GET STARTED... Ash Wednesday, 5 March
We’re glad that you are joining us on a path less travelled towards a carbon-light lifestyle and outlook.
Prayer to start on the road less travelled: Gracious Lord, as we fast from carbon, we mourn the destruction of so much of your creation. May we take up the challenge to walk the path less travelled, to restore more of your creation than we destroy. Help us to act with love and care for all that you have created.
To start this 40-day fast, why not calculate your current carbon footprint?
Visit: http://footprint.wwf.org.uk/questionnaires/show/1/1/1/
This is a UK-specific calculator, so you will need to use a currency converter, e.g. http://www.xe.com/
currencyconverter/ to translate Pounds into your local currency. Please share your footprint on our Facebook page: http://www.facebook.com/GreenAnglicans/

SPREAD THE WORD: Thursday, 6 March
Tell a friend or family member that you are taking the Carbon Fast and encourage them to join you. If you are on Facebook, visit and like http://www.facebook.com/ GreenAnglicans/

FISH ON FRIDAY: Friday, 7 March
As a traditional food during Lent, fish is healthy. The production of fish creates a quarter as many carbon emissions as red meat. So, it is good for your family and for the world! Make this a Lenten habit—Fish on Friday.

ASSESSING YOUR FOOTPRINT: Saturday, 8 March
Look in your closet, where are your clothes made? Open your kitchen cupboard, look at the labels, where do they come from? Commit yourself to buying more local products, thus reducing air miles and creating jobs!

GREEN SUNDAYS: Sunday, 9 March
Look back over the year and how you use your Sundays: How much petrol do you use? How much do you spend? Commit yourself to simple Sundays during Lent—spending time with friends and family, simpler food, less travel, enjoying God’s creation.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Manali Missives 23/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 21

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 21

In this Lenten Journal I’ve been reflecting more than I expected to on relationships in India. Yesterday’s entry concluded with a personal story from my teenage years in Australia about how sex can affect male egos and behaviour, and how I discovered that “non-provocative standing my ground” proved to be a good tactic in a situation that could have turned out badly.

This tactic has also worked a couple of times in India . Almost exactly 30 years ago I was travelling with Lena, at that time my bride of 3 months, from the leprosy hospital in south India in which I worked to Delhi. It was the time at which the Hindu festival of Holi (See my entry for March 16, Lent Day 12 for more details on Holi.) was being celebrated all over India. Our train stopped for 5 hours at a city called Raipur, waiting to join compartments with another train from India’s south-west for the onward journey to Delhi. It was oppressively hot, and Lena didn’t feel well, so I left our compartment to buy soft drinks. On the way back to the train two small, drunk, paint-besmirched young men passed me, and one snatched one of my bottles. In the instant of calculation I had available I decided that it was wiser to let my bride have the one bottle left than to risk my male ego against the probability that in any fracas my assailant would be joined by dozens of his fellows!

Nearly a quarter of a century later my family - Lena, myself and our children Jonathan and Sara - were travelling in the opposite direction. We boarded a southbound train from Delhi at Bhopal (the city which has suffered so much from the explosion of the Union Carbide plant in 1984). In our compartment was a young Indian woman. Unusually, she was travelling alone and dressed in casual western attire. I thought that she was tempting fate, and so it seemed to turn out. The next morning several young men came along and started to photograph her with their mobile phones. She objected vociferously, and I decided to support her. Standing near the male protagonist I said that in my country it is good etiquette for men to ask for permission before taking photos of women, and that because she was clearly objecting I thought they should delete their photos. Because their conversation was in Hindi I don’t know exactly what happened, but things eventually cooled down and the men retreated, though the protagonist looked sullen.

Several years later I joined White Ribbon, an organisation for males that is dedicated to the support and protection of women. On its website is a “how to” section which emphasises the very stance of “standing one’s ground non-provocatively” that has proved helpful for me. I’m not sure if White Ribbon has an Indian branch, but I’m informed that since the dreadful rape and murder of the medical student Damini in a Delhi bus a little over a year ago the nation-wide culture of abuse of women has come under more and more scrutiny and criticism from both women and men. But until enough men stand up for women one suspects that organisations such as Mirchi Jhonk, which encourages women to aggressively defend themselves (Mirchi Jhonk means “chilli thrown”!), will continue to be necessary, just as they are in the west.

All of this begs the obvious question, “Why do so many men think that it’s OK to oppress and abuse women?” That, I think, is a topic suitable not just for a Lenten journal but for intense introspection by every human society. Quite frankly, it’s obscenely wrong!

Manali Missives 22/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 20

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 20

We’re halfway through Lent. However, the more important statistic for us just now is that only four days remain until the first of the cavalry, in the form of Drs Philip and Anna, are due to arrive and relieve Lena. They will be quickly followed by a Korean-American doctor, then two more doctors. Though the last 8 weeks have been difficult I didn’t ever think Manali was ever going to be Lena’s Waterloo, but she is, I think, awaiting these reinforcements with the expectancy of a Wellington hoping that the Prussians under von Blücher would arrive in time to help defeat Napoleon! Sorry for the florid male military image! I blame it on spending some time with my “near-twin” Thomas’ elder brother George, a military historian!

Two Facebook posts that are being extensively shared at the moment have persuaded me to return to the troubled theme of relationships in India, this time from a more personal perspective. One is a photo of two young men sitting in women’s only seats on a Delhi metro train, forcing women, one of whom is carrying a small child, to stand. Viewers are encouraged to “share” the photo so as to “out” the offenders. I did so, with the proviso that my experience of the Delhi Metro has been more positive than that. On the other hand, I’m not a woman, and the fact that there are women’s only carriages on each train, and that I was promptly warned away by women when trying to photograph a sign about them indicates that this is an issue.

The second post, shared by at least two female principals of Church of North India Schools in our Diocese, is entitled “My Ordeal in Rajdhani Express”. The author, a wife and mother travelling from Mumbai to Delhi, has, on a website she set up for the purpose (www.sweetsharing.com), shared the experience of having her family harassed on their overnight train by a group of men.

I come from a family of three sons. Our father taught us to honour and respect women, so my conversion to intentional feminism (I’d rather call it common decency), at least in regards to how men should treat women, came late and slowly. However, my introduction to the effect that sex can have on the male ego, which lies at the heart of this issue, came one Friday night more than 40 years ago. The group of about 15 senior scouts I had recently joined returned from an activity. One of the older scouts spotted someone he knew with a girlfriend, and insulted him. That apparently required a response to impress said girlfriend, but because the offending scout was standing in the midst of a number of others he was too difficult a target. I, being younger, smaller and standing on the outskirts, made a good substitute. Instinctively I did my best to stand my ground but not retaliate to the boyfriend’s physical provocation. That was just as well. The scout who started the fracas later told me that his acquaintance always carried a knife, and would have used it if given the excuse. Eventually the boyfriend forced me to my knees, deemed that his honour was satisfied and left with his girlfriend.

In tomorrow’s entry I’ll reflect a little on how this stance of non-provocative standing my ground has served me well on occasions in the years since.

Sunday, March 23, 2014

Manali Missives 21/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 19

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 19

The contrast between Lena’s and my situations currently was never clearer than today. When she was called out to the hospital sometime after midnight for the - was it the fourth time this week? - I didn’t even wake. When I did wake at about 5.30am and began to prepare for my day, Lena woke and slept again, several times. Though she stayed in bed until about 9am on this alleged day of rest her sleep was not restful. She was still processing the horrors she’s been exposed to over the past week.

My day included preaching a 45 minute sermon, some in Hindi, most in English and a little in Swedish, all of it translated. I preach occasionally when the local pastor is away; as an ecological consultant I function as something like a local preacher in the church we attend. After church we had time for a relaxing coffee, lunch and our weekly Skype session with my parents. Later in the afternoon, however, she was rung again, and informed of another motor vehicle accident. So off to the hospital she went again while I got on my bike and went for a 2 hour, 40 km ride down the hill to a village called Paatlikull, then back up the hill again. A couple of months ago we were trapped in Paatlikull by snow for several hours, but there’s no sign of snow now! I can assure you that I reached there faster than I returned!

And now it’s time for bed and she’s over at the hospital again while I once again function as communications manager. At least we had last night away together. Thomas, a local hotel manager, and I have discovered that we were very nearly born on the same day, so we held a joint party in his hotel. It was a lovely, relaxed occasion. Despite, and in part because of the desperately hard work Lena’s doing we feel very accepted here.

Manali Missives 20/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 18

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 18

Some Reflections on Relationship in India, Part 2. Your responses are welcome.

In India:
10. in general, though not always, men have more power in relationships than women, and appear to be benefitted by marriage more than women;
11. in general, little marriage guidance counselling is available;
12. the influence of western culture has created among middle class Indian women aspirations to more freedom to express themselves, develop their own careers and choose their own life partners;
13 this has created considerable tensions with those of a more traditional view of relationships.. Some of the current spate of sexual violence against women may be seen as attempts by some men to re-establish their traditional power over women.
14. this in its turn has led in recent years to large protests by and on behalf of women, and to the creation of organisations, such as Mirchi Jhonk (lit. “Chilli thrown”), that engage in women’s advocacy.

Lest the above the taken as criticism of Indian society it is important to say, however,
15. the current relationship turmoil may be seen as a symptom of a society in exciting transition;
16. many couples in arranged marriages do have stable, happy relationships;
17. the emphasis on family stands in stark contrast to many western countries in which the one person household is, or soon will be the most common form of household, and in which loneliness and lack of intimacy is common.

Manali Missives 19/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 17

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 17

This diary entry is delayed because of a conversation that lasted well into the night. That followed a similar conversation earlier in the day; a theme about which I wrote in some detail in our first blog this year, “Manali Missives 1/2014 A long pondered Issue On Love in India:
A Reflection on Love, Sex and Marriage after 30 Years’ Matrimony”; and many conversations, including with at least one professional counsellor. And of course my own observations.

This suite of issues has formed such a strong theme that I felt they deserved further reflection. Here are some generalisations to which I invite response.

In India:
1. the institutions of marriage and family are sacrosanct in ways that westerners are not used to. Many forces in the culture combine to place them on a pedestal;
2. most marriages are still arranged, generally by members of the families of the couple;
3. there are often few chances for the couple to get to know each other before marriage, or for each of them to make unpressured decisions about their relationship;
4. women in particular are often pressured to regard marriage as the purpose of their lives;
5. although the exchange of a dowry is illegal it is a common practice;
6. marriage can be regarded as a panacea, a cure for problems in relationships and/or the people in them;
7. the reputation of the family is frequently considered to be more important than the well-being of it members;
8. consequently, although the divorce rate is low, the pressure on marriages to appear successful can lead to hiding problems and hiding from problems. A common response to a dysfunctional relationship is to develop a “show” marriage entailing a minimum of contact between partners in the home but the appearance of a happy relationship outside it;
9. this in its turn causes relationship pain.

To be continued.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Manali Missives 18/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 16

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 16

You will have noticed that so far I (David) have been the sole writer of this Lenten Diary. That’s mainly because Lena has been extremely busy for the past 1½ months, covering for Lady Willingdon Hospital’s medical superintendent and his wife while they have been on long leave. Tonight I shall leave to one side what I’ve been thinking about and publish a couple of Lena’s quickly written reflections from Facebook. They give an excellent window on her life at present. The discipline she is under, assisting those who come to the hospital, is as strict as anything one would want to undergo in Lent.

“Work Diary, 19 March, 2014
After 3 very busy days and nights I am now in bed. Monday was busy with many patients with injuries. It was a very cold and rainy day and one man was found unconscious outside the hospital after an overdose of ? heroin, he recovered quickly after some Naloxone ( antidote). Later we had 5 with major injuries after a car accident. 4 of them with head injuries and sadly a 21 year old man arrested and died here. There was a pregnant woman who had a ruptured ectopic with 3 liters of blood in her abdomen but thanks to Dr Rashmi she is fine now. Last night we had 2 women arrive at the same time, one in shock after blood loss and the other with a massive heart attack, she died. Today we have admitted 2 patients into the ICU, one having suffered an ischemic stroke and the other with an acute myocardial infarction — feeling exhausted.

Work Diary, 20 march, 2014
Another night with disrupted sleep. Young woman who poured kerosene all over herself and then lit a match. What agony! She has now been transferred to another hospital with a burn unit.
Work does not involve only the patient but comforting relatives. The agony of the parents when they saw their daughter with extensive burns. — feeling sad.”

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Manali Missives 17/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 15

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 15

“What’s this God that Christians believe in and worship like?” is where I reached last night. I think it’s a really important question. Theology affects anthropology, and even ecology. Who we think God is will affect who we think we are and how we relate to the world.

That went up in lights for me when I read Samantha Trenoweth’s interview with Desmond Tutu in her book “The Future of God: Personal Adventures in Spirituality with Thirteen of Today's Eminent Thinkers”. Tutu came to the insight that the Hebrew belief in one, good, loving creator who considered ‘his’ creation to be good (and humankind to be very good) helped them survive with integrity in the overwhelmingly pagan environment of the Babylonian exile. The Babylonians considered that humans were formed from droplets of blood that fell from the goddess of evil when she was murdered and cut up by her son Marduk. Their purpose was to be rubbish collectors for the gods. Tutu applied this insight to his context in South Africa in which a warped Christian theology denigrating people of colour was used to justify Apartheid. We should, I think, apply the same methodology to whatever theology (whether it be atheistic or theistic) that is used to justify the prevailing ideology in a society.

But it starts off much more simply than that. The first challenge to God’s character in the Bible is issued by the serpent to Eve in Genesis 3. God is not a good, kind provider, implies the serpent; ‘he’ is a mean controller who has ordered you not to eat the fruit of the tree in the middle of the Garden because he knows it’ll give you knowledge. (And knowledge is power!)

So for me the first questions the bible poses concern the character of God and of me. Is God good? Yes. Am I good? Yes. Oh I’ve been thoroughly corrupted, but the essence of what has been corrupted is good, and I’m a recovering sinner!

There follow a bunch of consequent questions, including the contextual ones. What do Hinduism, Buddhism, Islam, Sikhism, Jainism and India’s multitude of other belief systems say about the characters of the divine, the human and creation itself?

But that will do for today.

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Manali Missives 16/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 14

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 14

I’m still thinking about this issue of fasting and abstinence, the third of Rev Thomas Weitzel’s Lenten disciplines. Our western cultures tend not to be into self discipline. To the contrary, with the constant urging of the advertising industry, we are expected to indulge ourselves.

Recently I had the following delightful (adapted) conversation with an Indian friend, Veena, who has married a Nigerian and settled in Gothenburg, Sweden, where they have discovered the delights of “semlor”, a bun that is meant to be consumed only on Shrove Tuesday, but is so tasty that it’s available from just after Christmas until after Easter.

And here we have to go into 3 languages - Hindi, Swedish and English - the languages which Veena, Lena and all Swedish missionaries to India speak:
“Nu äter vi massa goda Semlor”, (We’re eating heaps of yummy buns now.) wrote Veena on Facebook, as if to make me jealous. English-style pancakes are just nowhere near as tasty, and as Veena knows there is nothing in Indian tradition to match semlor.

I replied “...mitt i Fastans tid…”
Which means ‘…right in the middle of Lent…”, except i was teasing her, playing the mock disciplinarian. “i Fastans tid” means literally, “in the time of the fast”!

“Can't help, they're selling n I m buying” Veena protested.

To which I wrote “Veena, you don't HAVE to buy them!”

By now Veena was so excited that she replied in all 3 languages:
First Swedish: “De är såååååå goda” - “they are SOOOO yummy”.
Then English : “Can’t resist,”
And finally she reverted to her mother tongue Hindi:
"isiliye mujhe khareedna padta hai.” (इसीलिए  मुझे  खरीदना  पड़ता  है)
Which means, “So I have to buy!”
And she finished off: “By the way I m language teacher now.”

So there, David Ji! Shut up!

But there’s a serious question behind all this: Does God want us to be strict and disciplined, or fun-loving partiers?

And behind that question is a still deeper one: Is God a strict disciplinarian, or a party lover?

What’s this God that we Christians believe in and worship like?

Monday, March 17, 2014

Manali Missives 15/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 13

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 13

One question has recurred for me in different forms since we planned this Indian escapade. I’ve probably asked it in about 6 different ways, and it has to do with relative wealth. How to get into it?

In late 1980 I was discussing a period of employment in India with The Leprosy Mission. Their State Director for New South Wales was Jack Torrance, a Scot with a delightful brogue. Jack must have noticed that even then I had idealistic and ideological tendencies, for one day he asked, “Bro, you’ll probably be living in a hospital guesthouse at a far higher standard of living than most of the local people. What do you think about that?” I was stumped. I started to stammer out a reply about living in the town like everybody else, but realised that I had no idea what this might entail.  I eventually replied that I would have to discern specifically what God wanted, and obey that.

That satisfied Jack, and I still think it’s the best answer, though in the intervening 30+ years things have grown more complicated. For example, should we make improvements to the flat we live in, knowing that while they’d be out of the range for many locals they are cheap for many of the tourists who come to Manali, and we’d leave them for those who follow us. Should I, to take a simple example, drink cappuccinos, knowing they are many times more expensive than the tea supplied to workers in most shops? And isn’t it good that I’m using the excellent computers and presentation equipment I’ve brought with me…for good?

“What would Jesus do?” I asked Johannah, my Indian physiotherapist, with whom I’ve had excellent conversations about this issue and much else.

“He probably wouldn’t drink cappuccinos,” she replied, her customary glimmer in her eye!

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Manali Missives 14/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 12

An Indian journey through Lent, Day 12

Today the Hindu festival of Holi has intruded into the Christian season of Lent. Manali has seen lots of westerners mingling with Indian tourists and locals. Some have been coloured green, bringing to mind St Patrick’s Day, which falls of course tomorrow. But many others have had many colours of paint splashed over them. They have been up to the shenanigans one gets involved in at Holi.

Though a Hindu festival Holi has become popular among people of other religious traditions in India and beyond. It celebrates a number of things - the end of winter and the onset of spring, love, colours and the triumph of good over evil - essentially by having gigantic, all in paint fights all over India, followed by renewing vows of friendship. The word “Holi” is derived from the name “Holika”, sister of the demon king Hiranyakashipu. Both were killed in the course of their evil designs being thwarted.

My impressions of Holi were coloured (sic.) by unfortunate experiences several decades ago while travelling by train. However, Holi is a festive day to rid oneself of past errors, end conflicts by meeting others, a day to forget and forgive. People pay or forgive debts, as well as deal anew with those in their lives. psychologically, this way of making a new start sounds pretty good!

Today, mindful of my past experiences, in which I had a bottle of soft drink snatched from me by a drunken youth, was hit by a stone thrown from beside the moving train, and I saw the entire sides of trains plastered with mud in lieu of paint, I ventured out only once, in full rain jacket and pants, to purchase something. Perhaps next year, given the above information, I’ll be a little bolder!

Manali Missives 13/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent Day 11

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 11

Finally, in Rev Thomas Weitzel’s list of 4 Lenten Disciplines, why does “works of love” “get a guernsey”? How can love be a discipline? Yet that is exactly what it is! We are SO tripped up by the negative connotation of that word “discipline”! Discipline is necessary for every worthwhile thing we do. When I think about it, each of the worthwhile things Lena and I have done in our lives - from raising children, to studying medicine and ecotheology as mature-aged students, to moving back to India - has required both love and discipline. Coping with the difficulties imposed by each of these challenges has involved discipline that we consider worthwhile, and even (on our better days!) have accepted with joy. My current favourite piece of music is a video of a Russian pianist, Olga Kern, playing Rachmaninov’s notoriously difficult 3rd Piano Concerto. I am stunned by her virtuosity and passion, and have no doubt that she considers the extraordinary amount of disciplined work she has done to acquire a technique capable of playing this work well worth while. And this “sporting tragic” won’t start on the passion, skill and discipline required to succeed at elite level sport, or he won’t stop!
Discipline, love and joy: these are where this Indian Journey through Lent is taking me.

Friday, March 14, 2014

Manali Missives 12/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent Day 10

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 10

In the traditions with which I have been most closely associated - Australian Methodist and Uniting, and Swedish Lutheran - fasting & abstinence, the third of Rev Weitzel’s Lenten Disciplines, is discussed with reluctance, even resentment. “What has doing without food to do with spiritual edification?” people wonder, often, in Sweden at least, as they tuck into another delicious “fastlagsbulle”, a cardamom-spiced wheat bun which has its top cut off, and is then filled with a mix of milk and almond paste, topped with whipped cream. The cut-off top serves as both a lid and a spoon, and is dusted with powdered sugar. Wow! This is the wonderful Swedish version of what to eat on Shrove Tuesday. No wonder it’s also eaten from shortly after Christmas until after Easter!
But fasting, which has provided the Swedish name for Lent, “Fastan”, has its important place too. It provides both body and soul with an opportunity to get rid of poisons. I can’t say that I enjoy fasting, but it also provides a constant reminder that I have given myself to God, and an admission that God is my Provider. Further, it marks a simplification of my life that helps me to focus upon God, the very purpose of Lent. Two analogies may help. I am never so content as when I’m out hiking, carrying a bare minimum. And, when I wrote this there had been no power all day, and no likelihood of its being restored for most of tomorrow. Last time this happened the temperature in our flat sank to 8°C. The only source of light was from my computer. Some might say this is a form of abstinence that earns Lena and me points on some Lenten scale of virtue. For others the discomfort and inconvenience might make it harder to focus upon God. In that matrix lies a huge discussion which I shall continue in a couple of days. For me, however, the lack of warmth and light remind me that they are usually present and unremarked upon, they help me to focus upon God, the Provider of all good things, and they remind me of the many people around the world who never have what we occasionally, perforce, abstain from.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Manali Missives 11/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent Day 9

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 9

Prayer, the second of Rev Thomas Weitzel’s Fourfold Disciplines of Lent is, quite simply, communication with God, analogous in most if not all ways with communication with other humans. The best book on prayer I have read, by the Norwegian Ole Hallesby, states that like a newborn baby’s cry, prayer starts with a cry for help, but just as human communication develops in amazingly diverse ways, so does communication with God. It’s vitally important to remember that like all good communication, prayer is two way. We will not be really praying unless we are listening to God as well as talking. Just as there are many ways of discerning what another person is communicating, so with God.
Motivated by the conviction that prayer is the work of the people of God, and that it is effective, Lena and I prioritise it. I wouldn’t say that we are good at it, but we try. Each morning more or less awake, we pray separately, as part of our personal devotions. I struggle through a daily list of people for whom I pray. By evening we are more awake. At dinner time we pray together for people and situations that have been brought to our attention throughout the day. We send a prayer bulletin we call Manali Prayer Partnership to more than 500 people each month, and we have a much smaller group of intercessors that we send requests for emergency prayer to. For us prayer is both a difficult discipline and a joy.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Manali Missives 10/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent Day 8

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 8

At the beginning of the second week of Lent it might be just as well to reassess where this Indian Journey through the season is taking me. I wrote in yesterday’s entry that my greatest discipline at the moment is in learning Hindi. That is not a Lenten discipline. At best I could argue that it is a “work of love” in the fourfold “Disciplines of Lent’ proposed by The Rev. Thomas L. Weitzel of the Evangelical Lutheran Church in America: Repentance, Prayer, Fasting & Abstinence and Works of Love. Each is a spiritual practice in which we can be assisted by various practical activities.
Repentance is generally seen as turning away from our sinful, selfish way of life. However, I prefer to see it more positively, as turning Godward. Doing that is as simple and decisive as a decision and a prayer to that effect, and as ongoing as a daily fighting off the temptations to wrongdoing that each day brings; a “dying to self” and “rising to Christ”.

Tuesday, March 11, 2014

Manali Missives 9/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 7

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 7

Lent is a time for engaging in spiritual discipline. My main discipline of any sort at the moment, however, is to learn how to communicate in Hindi. Hindi, (spelt almost as िहनदी - praise to the one who reports the mistake!) or more precisely, “Modern Standard Hindi”, is a standardised and Sanskritised register of the Hindustani language native to people living in the Union territory of Delhi and the northern states of Haryana, Uttar Pradesh, Bihar, Kharkhand, Madhya Pradesh and parts of Rajasthan. It occupies a peculiar position, being at once one of the official languages of India, fiercely resisted by the native speakers of several other languages, particularly in the south of the country, and virtually identical with Urdu.
Here, I think, lies the clue to the conundrum. Urdu is associated with the north Indian Muslim community, biological and/or religious descendants of the invaders and rulers of much of the sub-continent. Its speakers draw its script, and its literary and specialised vocabulary from Persian and Arabic, whence it came. Hindi draws instead from Sanskrit, India’s ancient and priestly language. This provides a hint at the terrible, centuries long struggle between waves of Islamic invaders and the mainly Hindu natives of India, some 80 million of whom, according to some estimates, perished violently.
That said, in their colloquial, spoken forms the two varieties are nearly indistinguishable. As a speaker of Angrezi (अंगेज़ी - again, spot the mistake!) I represent another invader. Unless I speak at least functional Hindi I and what I am trying to do will never be fully accepted. So here I am again, aged 58, having a go at my 14th language. I have to say that it gets harder with the passing years! I’ve engaged a tutor who is younger than my children, and who in finest Indian pedagogical tradition does not withhold his criticism on those frequent occasions when I make a mistake. (Apart from that we get on fine, but I have ground my teeth in frustration on many occasions!) Just learning the Devanagari script was extremely draining. I’m so glad that Lena spoke Hindi as a child in Madhya Pradesh; though she, too, finds communicating with patients, many of whom speak the local language Pohari, very difficult too, it’s enabled her to get straight to work as a doctor. Her father, by contrast, studied Hindi full-time for 2 years during the 1950s at a specialist language school before he did anything else. How times have changed!
One of our Lenten disciplines is to sit together early in the morning and read our Bibles in Hindi.

Monday, March 10, 2014

Manali Missives 8/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 6

An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 6

Today was more typical of what I’ve been doing for the past few months in Manali. When I arose at about 6.30am the weather wasn’t conducive to outside exercise. It hasn’t been for some months now! Lena and I had our personal devotions, then got ready for the day. That included breakfast, “showers”, in which we scoop water warmed in a heater from a bucket over ourselves, airing the flat and making the bed, taking rubbish to the hospital’s rubbish bin (there’s a story about waste disposal in itself!), and getting filtered water from the hospital’s canteen.
During winter, which lasts from November until about now, the Hospital’s day starts with devotions in the Out Patients’ Department at about 9am. Theoretically, there is a roster for leading devotions; in reality, while the hospital’s superintendent Dr Philip Alexander and his wife Dr Anna have been on long leave more and more responsibility has fallen to Lena. In any case Mondays are the days on which all staff are supposed to attend devotions and a teaching session which the senior doctor leads. I’m not required to attend, but it’s wise to, and fun to play my flute and guitar.
After devotions Lena went on rounds with other doctors and staff while I returned to our flat and started communications work. After a couple of beautiful days the weather turned miserable today. It rained heavily, and became steadily colder until the rain turned into snow. I shared morning tea in the staff room of DayStar School, then went to see the principal to set up a planning session for what I’ll do in the school this year. In his waiting room there was a queue of wet, cold parents with appointments to see him, so I texted him instead!
After the usual simple lunch of rice, daal and one vegetable (today it was ockhra, also known as “lady’s fingers”) in the hospital’s canteen I had my daily Hindi lesson in our flat. At the moment I’m wrestling with the difficult task of learning verb tenses. Then back to administration, writing thank you letters to the people I’ve recently met and worked with, making contacts with those I want soon to meet, and doing a little work on the content of my presentations.
Lena came home at about 4pm. She’s always on call, so her workday is much longer than from 9am to 4pm, but at least she only has a 2 minute walk between workplace and home. When our cleaner came at about 5pm for a little while I ventured out into the snow to do a little food shopping. Our diet is a mixture of western and indian cuisine; today I bought muesli and a loaf of bread baked by a German baker and delivered to one of the “Himalayan” grocery store. Our evening meal consists usually of toast with cheese, condiments and vegetable toppings such as tomatoes and cucumbers that Lena has cleansed in a solution of Condy’s Crystals. Then it’s usually back onto computers to read novels, websites or to play games.
Pretty humdrum really!

Sunday, March 9, 2014

Manali Missives 7/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 5

Well today I’ve turned 58. Actually that’s not accurate; I’ve completed 58 years of life (plus the 9 months in utero). What with all the gallivanting around during the previous week and the visits of Laura and Indu the celebrations have been protracted and rather nice. So have all the congratulatory messages on Facebook, Linkedin and elsewhere. 

Manali Masihi Mandali CNI Church does not generally follow the Common Lectionary, but in preaching (partly) over Genesis 3.1-7 this morning pastor Naresh did pick up on one of the major themes of the first Sunday in Lent, that of Temptation. I thought he did a good job. 

After church and trying out a new restaurant that makes dosa with Lena I spent most of the afternoon and evening skyping our children, my parents and our good friends Glen and Julia Hobbs. Communications now are SO different than they were 30 years ago! In between times I answered the congratulatory messages. I had intended going out cycling this afternoon, but as church ended the rain began. Well…this was also a good way to spend the afternoon. At least I feel appreciated. I feel that I have friends all over the world, including many new ones here in India.

Manali Missives 6/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 4

After intense activity comes the physical reaction. It was hard to get up today, and although hospital staff work Saturday mornings I did not. I awarded myself my first day off for a couple of weeks. So…I didn’t attend morning prayers or play the guitar or flute there, didn’t attend the physiotherapy department to exercise my chronically weak left ankle, and gave my Hindi tutor the day off. It was a gorgeous day that gave the feeling of spring just around the corner, but I mostly sat inside and caught up on communications, photos etc. I believe that what UnitingWorld call “Comms” is at least as important whatever we’re doing. But so is reflection, particularly theological reflection, and that is likely to be the first aspect of our work to be neglected. So there’ll be more administration and planning and, with God’s help, theological reflection in the weeks until the end of this month when we’ll both go back to Shimla for a short holiday.

In the evening Lena took me out for a birthday meal - to Johnson’s Café again.

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Manali Missives 5/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 3

This morning (though I’m still writing this a day late) I woke late, walked down to the vehicle to recharge my iPhone, then tried to walk back up in time for breakfast delivered to my room. The steep hill defeated me! Breakfast came anyway, so bounteously that I packed toast and a boiled egg for eating while on the journey! I was then accompanied to St Thomas’ School in time to plan for a conference with Mrs Chakravarty the Principal, and one of the teachers, and then give a climate change presentation to 9th and 10th Standard students.

The conference sounds very interesting. It will be St Thomas’ contribution to Shimla’s sesquicentenary, to be held in late May this year, and will have an ecological theme based on indigenous spirituality. The form of words I suggested, “Celebrating and Sustaining Shimla”, may be part of the conference’s title, along of course with some Hindi words. There will be a morning session at St Thomas’s for school students from schools both in Shimla and CNI schools from all around Amritsar Diocese, and an afternoon session which will be open air, on The Ridge, near Christ Church Cathedral. This will take the form of a festival, with many contributors invited to set up stalls, and opportunities for discussion. 


I then had a very pleasant lunch with Mrs Chakravarty and her friend Dr Meenakshi Paul, Professor of English Literature at Himachal Pradesh University Centre for Evening Studies, Shimla. “Meenu” promised to inv its me to a conference of Indian and Australian literature she is organising for the end of this month, which sounds very interesting. We then took a walk through the Mall, “Vidhu” sent me on a tour of the Viceroy’s Lodge, and her staff brought the Scorpio to me and led me to National Highway 88. From there it was a 7 hour drive back to Manali, uneventful except for a hold up on a short cut caused by an accident which necessitated some off road driving! I went to bed, exhausted once more!

Manali Missives 4/2014 An Indian Journey through Lent, Day 2

Only the second day of Lent and I broke my commitment. I think that’s excusable under the circumstances. Today (though I’m writing this on Saturday) I rose at 4.30am, drove to Laura’s and Indu’s hotel, only to find that they couldn’t get out! (They had checked out the night before but the fellow on duty was asleep.) I climbed the fence, slippery with frost, saw the girls through a glass-panelled door and suggested that they ring reception while I banged on reception’s door. That got action and soon we were away. We reached Chandigarh, over 300km down the hill, by 1pm. I shouted them lunch at Nik Baker’s, an excellent bakery cum coffee shop chain run by a fellow who was trained in Australia, then took Laura to the airport and Indu to the railway station.
Their’s was a good visit, a 6 months probationary check on how Lena and I are doing. Laura’s young but calm, confident and already very experienced at living in non-western situations. Indu’s a fine young woman two months from being married, and her insights and questions were often valuable.
I then drove to Shimla, starting at about 3pm, using the new Himalayan Expressway and arriving by about 6pm. I was met outside Shimla by 2 staff of St Thomas’ CNI School who guided me to an overnight carpark used by patrons of Shimla’s famous Toy Train, then took me up to the YWCA perched on a ridge near the top of the town. After dinner delivered to my room, I promptly fell asleep in all my clothes. I was exhausted!

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Manali Missives 3/2014, An Indian Journey through Lent, Day One

Today is Ash Wednesday, the beginning of the Christian season of Lent. Christians around the world are invited, during the 40 days between Ash Wednesday and Easter Saturday, to engage in a spiritual discipline so as to prepare ourselves for the memorial and celebration of Christ’s passion, suffering, death and resurrection. Traditionally that has been done by fasting from food. Indeed a young Indian woman I was with today did just that. I have fasted on many occasions too. But this Lent I feel called to engage in writing a journal each day that will document my personal journey through Lent, here in India. So here we go.
Yesterday was Shrove Tuesday, also called Pancake Tuesday in English, and Mardi Gras (or “fat Tuesday”) in French. It’s the day when Europeans traditionally ate up big before Lent began. Yesterday I ate up big, but on pizza, not pancakes. Lena and I took our guests, Laura from the Uniting Church’s UnitingWorld, and Indu, from the Church of North India’s Amritsar Diocese, out to dinner at what we think is Manali’s nicest restaurant, Johnson’s Café. The thing is, I kept eating today, as the 3 women took me out for an early birthday afternoon tea. So Ash Wednesday this year has felt like an early celebration. Tomorrow will see some hard work, though, as I take the 2 girls on a 300km journey through the Himalayas and down to the plains, to the city of Chandigarh. having left them to go their separate ways I’ll take myself to Shimla to start planning an ecological care conference for next year.
So it’s time to get to bed at the end of this first day in Lent, 2014.